Monday, October 8, 2007

I don't practice Santeria, I don't got no crystal ball

It's a bittersweet symphony. That's life. Te vuelves aire. No change, I can change, I can change, I can change. But I'm a million different people from one day to the next, I can change..I can change my mood. I had a million dollars, but I spent it all.

This is the last birthday I'll spend on Saipan.

So much for turning 17...

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"There's no better feeling than when I wake up to the morning sun, and watch the sunrise in your eyes." -Fiji

"Late at night I lie awake to watch her sleeping, she's lost in peaceful dreams so I turn down the lights and lay there in the dark, and the thought crosses my mind, if I don't awake in the morning, will she ever doubt the way I feel about her in my heart. If tomorrow never comes, will she know how much I loved her? So I try in every way to show her every day, that she's my only one. If my time on earth were through, and she got to face this world without me, the love I gave her in the past, will it be enough to last, if tomorrow never comes? Because I lost love once in my life, who never knew how much I loved her, now I'm face with my regret that my true feelings for them never were revealed. So I made a promise to myself to let them know how much they mean to me, and I'd live with the circumstance. There's no second chance to show them how I feel. If tomorrow never comes, will she know how much I loved her?" -Fiji

2 comments:

caroline.leigh said...

rachel!
i miss you terribly. going from seeing you nearly everyday to not at all has put me into serious rachel withdrawal. it's awful.
let's do something soon so i can continue through life at full mental capacity and not have to miss you so much.
lots of love!!

wad said...

wait. what? last birthday you'll spend on saipan?